For Today I Am a Boy
Books | Fiction / Literary
3.6
Kim Fu
A fiercely assured debut novel about four second-generation Chinese sisters, one of whom happens to be a boy At birth, Peter Huang is given the Chinese name Juan Chaun, powerful king. To his parents, newly settled in small-town Ontario, he is the exalted only son in a sea of daughters, the one who will finally fulfill his immigrant father s dreams of Western masculinity. Peter and his sisters elegant Adele, shrewd Helen, and Bonnie the bon vivant grow up in an airless house of order and obligation, though secrets and half-truths simmer beneath the surface. At the first opportunity, each of the girls lights out on her own scattering to Montreal, California, and Berlin. But for Peter, escape is not as simple as fleeing his parents home. Though his father crowned him powerful king, Peter knows otherwise. He knows he is really a girl. Caught in the no-man s land between his dreams for himself and the demands imposed on him, Peter s coming-of-age is a gauntlet of playground bullies, sadistic lovers, Christian ex-gays. But then, after many lonely years, with the help of his far-flung sisters and a young man named John, Peter finds himself inching closer to inhabiting his own life, his own skin. Darkly funny, emotionally acute, stunningly powerful, Kim Fu s debut novel lays bare the costs of forsaking one s own path in deference to one laid out by others. For Today I Am a Boy is an unforgettable examination of how we find our true selves, and marks the emergence of a strikingly fresh literary voice."
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Author
Kim Fu
Pages
242
Publisher
Houghton Mifflin Harcourt
Published Date
2014
ISBN
0544034724 9780544034723
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"I’m kind of conflicted about this one.
On the one hand, I think that the author tried to represent a “real” life, and the complexities of the experiences of a closeted character who really struggles with family expectations, societal rejection, loneliness and dysphoria. And I can appreciate wanting to show how hard and complicated such an experience can be. But it also means that the book avalanches its reader with detailed, harrowing instances of queerphobia, racism, parental abuse, and physical and sexual assaults. The main character is absolutely miserable through the entire book, save for one short-lived moment that is immediately countered with horrific news that ruin that experience, and the too-brief, too-hasty final paragraph of the novel.
I appreciate what the author wanted to do, but I’m not sure this was the best way to tell this story - especially coming from a cis author."